i knew something is bad ..my grandma fell down in the toilet...she hurt her head n there was a pool of blood on the floor n her clothes were stained red.. dad quickly sent her to hospital n it was exactly the same timing as myself, asking my dad to send mi to hospital on 3/4/05, reach hospital at 4am. y did such history repeat itself?... it is not funny.
if my mum didn't hear a "pomp" sound she wounldn't have wake up n check whether everybodi is fine.. n my grandma wouldn't make it then..she didn't even yell nor make a sound..
i prayed for her. hoping she would be fine. i think recently my mum n dad had veri bad shocks. mum this morning was veri pale could tell she still haven't recover from shock. i think i have to be a gd boi dun let her worri animore..
huo bu dan xing..y suddenly so mani things happen to my family..? i am worried for my mum n dad they aren't young animore.. mum 56, dad 52...if anithing were to happen to them (touch wood).. who am i going to depend on? esp if i myself have health problems.
feelin lonely..
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