i have tried to 4get abt augustio but it seem that i have failed. i tried not to call him for the past 4 days but ended up keep thinking abt him. somehow i juz need to noe how is he doing if not i feel veri uncomfortable. he juz come into my mind every now n then. but augustio is someone who goes for looks. n i do not have that chemistry with him when we go out together. he is sometimes warm sometimes cold.
then there's this __o___ i went out with him 2 times this week. he likes mi. i realli dun wish to hurt him. he is a nice guy. i am veri luan myself. i know he could understand mi well n is someone who can be with together. he is realli not bad
but the problem is there is still space for augustio in my heart. i realli dun wan to hurt __o___. n when augustio hold my hand my heart will suddenly becum veri excited anihow beat. but when __o___ holds my hand, my heart beat is still normal...this means that the person i like is augustio..i am veri luan inside mi...i dunnoe who i am myself now...
n i am worried abt that dirty virus n also not sure wat will things be like when i enter army too. i wun get to see augustio n __o___ often as well..
i am VERI LUUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNN INSIDE!!!!!!!!!
alone 4:01 PM