Friday, July 29, 2005
today my unit kanna held back until 6.30pm becoz a bloody pfile of IC S8041440D couldn't be located n it is urgent. fuck. wat a cursed IC so many 44444...n the number is so easily mis-read as S840 or S80441 or watever..if cannot find by IC no means it was misplaced somewhere in the 1.5 million files tell mi how to find!!? in the end can't find also. dun care. n i realised that the amt of work thrown to mi is getting overboard as each day goes by. this week the bloody medical board proceedings came 3 times!! normally it comes only once a week only. bitch. then got a lot of pes F the procedure so troublesome!!
"frens" r slowly leaving mi one by one. someone juz cut off his line n did not wanted to contact animore juz becoz i could not spend much time with him as i have something else planned on the same day. n some old aj "frens" who ask mi out only in times of need..other then that nv ever hear from them....
gd frens r busy with their lives n qy is also starting uni soon.. i am feeling so empty everyday when i go home. go home only face tv n pc. nobodi to tok to n nobodi in my life. i am realli realli empty inside.
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