Tuesday, October 11, 2005
i cannot juz get it like that one. i did so little only. it will be unfair to mi. n i work so hard from young NOT to get a terrible death. my mind keep having this thinking that could not go away that i am already different from the rest n others can enjoy but i already had it i shouldn't be enjoying like the rest.i cannot dun bother n assume that i dun have..then i feel that i am bluffing myself. i have to go n see a psychiatrist.
alone 10:48 PM
